Life is full of interruptions and complications,

glasses

Wed, 14 Jan 2009 03:49:36 GMT

I has them.
ignore lame pasting, and sizing and such. I'm feeling lazy.

Even cats??

Sun, 11 Jan 2009 02:14:13 GMT

Why can't life be like the movies? Or at least kind of fair and nice, also I'm fat. Of well. That's nothing new. I need a new job.

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note to self: remember this.

Sun, 28 Dec 2008 06:12:39 GMT

Screw paying for them to PAY ME BACK at a later date for a rental car. That's a $42 charge I can live with out for now.
Yeah for scraping monies together. I need a new job. Or a sugar daddy. Eithers good.
Glasses should be here in like 4 days and I'll be getting teeth pulled on Tuesday. Fun fun times.

much love,
christie.

Sat, 20 Dec 2008 23:53:49 GMT

What is the point of a saving account, if you can't keep money in it?

I'm going to have to take out most of the stuff I'd saved to move out.
Yeah, bills!! I have $600 of bills to pay by the 2nd.

Christmas needs to be over I'm not fond of the holidays anymore.

more unhappy thoughts and ramblings.

Wed, 17 Dec 2008 05:26:08 GMT

I feel worthless.
Living here makes me feel worthless, most of the time i feel like i live in a world where no one cares about me. I can't wait to get out of here so I just feel not so worthless. Thank god the apartment hunting went well today and I should only have another two months not being in my own place. Allison and I are looking.

Also I have a eye DR appointment and a Dentist appointment Thursday. I'm sort of excited. I'll be broke but I need to get this out of the way.
I also have a weird bum on my arm, I swear its growing. Oh well, maybe I'm slowly dying.

Am I ever happy for a extended amount of time? I don't believe so, maybe I'm going crazy. I wouldn't be surprised.
I've got to work tomorrow 8:45 to 4, short day thank god.

I've got $36 left on my gift cards and only Rick and Hayden left to get presents for.

Sometimes, I think the only person who cares about me is my boyfriend and some days I question that.

I'm depressing. I know. I'm sorry.

much love,
christie.

**Question: How do you feel about Nair?
**2nd Question: How can I convert my old LJ to a word doc so I can save all the entries??

that's my pet Roger.

Sat, 13 Dec 2008 06:28:35 GMT

So being sick and not eating and drinking water. I've lost 13 pounds, I don't believe thats correct. I should weigh myself again.
That's CRAZY since I've been eating at least twice a day and NORMALLY McDonalds?!?!

Maybe its all the snot I keep blowing out my nose. I was blowing blood out wednesday. Thats a bad thing.

I spend most of my gift cards today. Bought; Wall-E, 101 Dalmations, The Strangers, Diary of The Dead, something for Courtney, and something for Tomas. I'm watching 101 now!!

The vibration on my phone went out, so to get a new one i'd need a new number and then I'd haveto break my contract [ i dont remember signing up for] and pay 175, or pay 50 and get it replaced. I don't know if its worth it.
We bought the Indiana Jones life last night, can't wait to play it its a TOTALLY different set of rules.

Well, I'm tired and have to be back at work at 12pm. So goodnight everyone.

I'll update more once finals are over. God, I need a roommate. :/

much love,
christie.

Coughcoughsneeze

Fri, 05 Dec 2008 05:03:07 GMT

I'm going to start taking aurborne or vitamin C. I'm sick again this is ridiculous. I'm MAKING a dentist appointment tomorrow I have to before the company goes broke! I need a new job. I'm about to go to sleep.

Here is a photo from my new Orleans trip of some friends & my bf and I. It's old but so you know what he looks like.

Also another old one;

Lately I really miss him. <3

Much love,
christie.

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Lalalaldefreakingda

Thu, 04 Dec 2008 03:29:00 GMT

So I'm writting my paper on mummys, lol and autopsys comparing them and such, while my bf watches stargate. I'm not feeling to hot but I will will will get over it!!!! I'm off the next two days. Yeah me!!

That's all for now I wanna go to Egypt!

much love,
Christie.

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Hey everybody

Tue, 02 Dec 2008 21:54:24 GMT

I'm posting briefly today Indiana Jones #3 is on and I'm watching it. I want some cheesecake that sounds great and something for dinner. Well I'm done now if anyone reads this anyway..... Sigh

Much love,
Christie

the 2008 iron bowl!!!
More later also a photo update for some of you all.

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blah.

Wed, 26 Nov 2008 03:12:15 GMT

I hate holidays.
I'm broke and I have more presents to buy.
I'm not looking forward to the end of classes.
I have two papers I need to write, ones due like Tuesday. One week.
I want a new labtop, mine's on its three year anniversery Friday. :(
Good times, back then.
The TV I want or actually two of them are on sale.
I have lots to say and lots I could say but no real reason to...

so have a good holiday, I can't wait till they are over.

much love,
christie.

bah

Wed, 19 Nov 2008 03:35:53 GMT

I've been watching Scoob Doo for days.
It's making me feel a little better.
I still don't really feel like he care about me, even though he invited me to do thanksgiving with his family.
I'm just a wreck, I'm still feeling ill, I need to like go to the Dr.
But first tomorrow I'm going to get my liscene renewed, try and get a eye exam, and making a dentist appointment, I'm terrified of that, I don't want to get my wisdom teeth out, I don't want to have to go under, another root canal bring it on, needles and going under for surgery NOT so much, although if they say I have to get them taken out... I'm SO SO SO using that as my reason to not have to work Black Friday, If it works out fuck yes, if not AS long as I get Saturday off, I have Iron Bowl tickets, so I will not be showing up if they schedule me.

I need to start looking for my apartment, I want to move out in Feburary after the new school season starts and I get my fin aid. I'm thinking Allison and I will be moving in together, since moving out is $$$$.

I'm tempted to make a photo post, is anyone interested?

I'm hungry but when I ate a few hours ago I almost threw up, meh.
I'm off till Friday THANK God.
I have homework....ew.

much love,
christie.

ps also I feel like my intestines are going to explode.

scooby doo where are you?!?!

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 05:34:24 GMT

I'm so unhappy at the moment, I watched three, THREE of my favorite movies and none of them made me happy.

I should find a new job, chapter 11 is not a good thing....

I'm sick of being unhappy.

They've alread started playing christmas music, its way to early for that.

Someone find me another job.

sigh, I'm going to watch some cartoons then go to sleep I work 9:45 to 7 tomorrow and I've got to write a paper tomorrow night.

much love,
christie.

money is overrated.

Tue, 11 Nov 2008 04:06:09 GMT

I need a new job, I don't evne know where to look. I don't have any clue as to what I want to do with my life
I feel worthless and unpreductive today.
My dad would have been 58 tomorrow.
I miss him.

I'm going to watch a movie that I know all the words to and attempt to cheer myself up.
If that fails I'm going to bed.

much love,
christie.

wrapping paper and cookies.

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 21:00:46 GMT

I'm so tired.

I need to study for my english test but I have no desire to, and we had it pushed back a week. :/

Tomorrow is going to be so busy.

I'm thinking about making a photo post.

I'm just going to lay down, eat a cookie and maybe...maybe go get something to drink.

Gah, I just feel weird. The boy bought me cookies yesterday, and the board game i've been wanting for weeks. I said you "just want to make me happy" He said maybe, I did didnt I. I said "maybe"
He makes me happy and so mad sometimes.desfghfdsefrghyjhythyrew
really i have noidea what... i don't know.

I need to stop spending money, I lost my check card so I canceled it and requested not to get another one.
For this holiday season I'mm going to save.

I need a new job and to buy my BF the rest of his christmas present. I don't know what he's getting me. it bothers me.
I feel like my gift will suck horribly compared to his.

i'm going to look at things online. and eat cookies.

much love,
christie.

one week; I need a new layout+icon

Wed, 29 Oct 2008 03:59:34 GMT

Registrant Detail

Name	CHRISTIE PAQUAY
Status	ACTIVE
Reason	ACTIVE REGISTRANT
Polling Place	SPORTS BLAST SHELBY COUNTY 19220 HIGHWAY 280 PRECINCT 10 BIRMINGHAM, AL

MWHAHAHAHAHAHA....
now I just have to decide.
That's the hard part.

much love,
christie.

also he told me to stop, he wants to make it work and he'll do anything....that gave me a scare.
he cant live with out me. :)

update, blah.

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 20:13:59 GMT

I asked him if he is happ with me or if I even make him happy. Because he keeps telling me how much we have to work on. It's always a long list for me. I have two things on my list, and its been a year almost. TWO things. I feel like he just doesn't care. I texted that to him because I just don't want to talk. He's not responding I know he's at work but I don't know what's going to happen. This makes me sad because I really do like him I just don't feel like I should have to change who I am for him. If he cared he'd like me for me, don't you think?

I'm going to get glasses on monday hopefully I was going to make an appointment and go today but now i'm just wanting to lay down.
I'm also going to make a dental appointment soon.

Monday I'm also going to make my apartment list and I'll go in November, I don't like this months specials....

my phone just went off twice... lets see what he said..only one was from him, something about he has a lot to work on too.. eh.

I don't have a halloween costume, I'll go look thursday when they are cheap and leftovers.

Also, I just got a email about how since I switched to paperless insurance I'll get a discount, thats the best news all day since I missed my first two classes since I couldnt sleep last night.

Well, I'm done for now, thats most of whats going on in my life, I'm going to play the PSP I stole from my brother it has FF9 on it, then look into getting tomas the rest of his christmas present.

much love,
christie.

addicted to dinner dash 2

Tue, 21 Oct 2008 19:52:09 GMT

I'm failing miserably at keeping this updated.
I'm betting its because of what i've been doing.
I've got to got to got to find some where to live.
I'm spending way to much on gas and food because I'm never here.
I try to stay other places, which is sometimes seeming to put a strain on certain relationships. Or at least in my delusions it is.

I'm not 100% sure thats true though. I've saved up a good bit of money to move out its just a matter of time now I'm trying to hold off till after the holiday season since I will not be able to spend much time in the place or find help to move also overtime.

I'm doing pretty well in classes, only two i'm worried about but I have chances to make up some points.
I'm going to go and look at floorplans, check my email and make another sandwich.

much love,
christie.

i'm sureeeeuurreeee

Fri, 19 Sep 2008 19:48:14 GMT

uhm.
my car got towed.
my fin aid should be finally done.
i called and requested my id cards for my insurance.
i'm working all weekend.
i'm making more friends in my classes, minus the 8a.m. one
i'm kinda hungry.
i need to shower, and put my laundry in the dryer.
i'm kinda bored but not really.
i need to finish my lab and start my paper.
i'm supposed to hang out with james and his gf tonight.
i haven't seen him in like a year.
i want to go to the dentist.
i'm acquiring some new music, mostly i'm excited about the verve and the nelly.
i hope they are good.
i'm done now, theres way to much going on.
i need a vacation and money.

much love,
christie.

home improvement FTW

Tue, 09 Sep 2008 04:32:51 GMT

My lifes been busy and hetic.
Lots of people, work, school and little to no sleep.

I enjoy being busy, but I wish I knew more about what was really going on in peoples heads.
I'm getting stressed out. More and more everyday.

The school work is annoying, and middle english texts are the pits.

I'll try to update more but I'm not even sure anyones interesting in my crazy dramatic life.

much love,
christie.

Tue, 02 Sep 2008 20:33:51 GMT

It's been a while.
Lot's has been going on. and you guys post alot!!

Uhm, I got a guys address on a receipt last night. Don't ask a longgg storyyy.
Hung out with a coworker. He's cute.....I KNOW I KNOW!!! Didnt I learn my lesson last time?!?!

Anyways I don't have much time to update right now I should be doing homework and some family came in from lousisana today.
Yeah.
It's been hella crazy this week.
Really, like wow.
Boys, Boys boys.
Ha.
I'll explain LATER I promise but if you want to know just ask.
CMNT or text me.

much love,
christie.

trutv...your are the death of me

Mon, 25 Aug 2008 03:18:42 GMT

Why do I miss him so much this weekend??
Sigh, I was gonna write up my weekend but, I'm just....
whatevver.
I'm about to go to bed.

much love,
christie.

I'm addicted to truTV

Sat, 23 Aug 2008 03:04:55 GMT

Hi.

I worked three hours today.
I work 12-9 tomorrow.
Sunday I work 9-7:30.

Fun plans.....Not really.

I won't be doing much else. I've been watching truTV untill I pass out. I haven't been sleeping well.

I need to finish reading beowulf, and read chapter two in psych.

Also I've got to start making a list of apartments to call, I want to move out around November. That gives me about two months.

I've been playing gunbound again lately, I'm not sure why, its such a cheesy game.

anyways, I need more readers on this thingy, lol.

much love,
christie.

Don't eat gummi bears and cheddar and sour cream chips at the same time.

Fri, 22 Aug 2008 01:44:08 GMT

Hi!

Oh, the first week of class is over.
I'm starting to enjoy is a little. Let me explain by class.

Western Civ = I'm enjoying this class, no 17page paper, no dates, and way to early in the morning..though.

Abnormal Psych = Blake is in this class, but everyone else seems out there, and well, I hated abpsych the first time I took and don't ask why I took it again.

English Lit = I love this class, why I'm not sure because the teacher like....read straight from a paper for ONE HOUR. The people seem chill though, they all were talking about him before he came in.

Physical Science = I'm not feeling this class, I was late today because I haddd to go get food and I missed a bonus point quiz, figures, and like he doens't teacher I just scribble notes as fast as I can because his powerpoints aren't necessary too look at.

I went shopping today for food, for school and work. I spent $78 on various things. I bought a lunch box, lol.

I work all weekend, I have class next week and I have no social plans. I have no social life.
I only miss it at times when I'm alone and can't stop thinking about the things that make me unhappy.

My back is killing me, I miss getting massages when I ask for them. :/
Oh well....sigh. I'm dying to watch the Lord Of The Rings, but I'm to lazy to look for the DVDs and I haven't watched it not in HD in 7 months.
But let's not talk about that......ugh. NVM.

I'm done for now, I'm tempted to go to sleep soon actually, but we all know I won't ha!

much love,
christie.

Mhhmm The smell of school supplies.

Thu, 21 Aug 2008 01:44:35 GMT

Hey everyone! How's life in the virtual world?

I'm going to the second day of classes tomorrow. On Thursdays I have class from 8am to 4:20pm if we stay in lab all hour.
Anyways.
I don't really like any of my classes so far, people at Jeff State don't seem as openly friendly in the classroom as UAB.
Also two of my classes are entry level so it's all younger kids.

I am taking English Lit, and we are starting in the middle ages of course, which reminds me of Mrs. Chappell. That class, lol.
I'm taking [in order]: Western Civ., English Lit., Abnormal Psych. [yikes...again...], Physical Science.
How stimulating. Not really. My only real break during the day is 12:15pm to 1pm. That's not even much of one, but I'm only in two buildings and they are next to each other.
Hopefully, I'll make some friends, soon. I don't really feel like I have any friends anymore, and I've completely given up on dating again. I'm better off not dealing with it. I was happy in my relationship but towards the end it wasn't what he wanted and the few people I've talked to since that relationship didn't pan out.

I'm hoping to lose some weight being in class again and being out all day. I'm going to work basically ever day I don't have class.
I need a better paying job. I love mine some of the time but hey, I'm going to stop there.

I have to go read 20 more pages in Beowulf and the rest of the chapter in my abnormal psych book.

peaces!! [I don't know where I got that from but I've been saying it for days.]
christie.

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 01:23:03 GMT

My job stresses me out.
Somedays I love it...other days.
My plan for the week:

Monday: Work 9:45 to 3:00. I've got to check on my financial aid at Jeff State. Call Allstate and change my time for bringing in my car. [This relates to the accident from last week. I have to bring them the car they cant come look at it. Morons.]

Tuesday: I'm supposed to work 9:45 to 9:00 but I have first day of class. Depending on how Monday goes I'll have four classes or one.

Wednesday: I'm off, I'll be calling tons of apartments and getting quotes.

Thursday: I'm not even sure if I work but I have class.

Friday: Nothing, maybe work.

I need to print out the new schedule, so I know what I work after wednesday. The boy I went on two dates with hasn't talked to me since the last outing. I don't think he likes me. That's lame. We'll see though. I guess. It's very cold in here, and thats all I have to say at the moment.

-christie.